This place is completely useless, isn't it? There's nothing helpful around at all. If it were a game to this place to have us all around, wouldn't it be better to provide medicine or a hospital so we all don't die?
Only the strong need to live. The weak deserve to die off anyway, if they can't survive a tiny little plague!
.... Plagues aren't usually tiny. That defeats the purpose of them, doesn't it? And that's a defeatest attitude to have.
Apparently, from what I've heard and seen, there was a murder at the masquerade. Does anyone know who was killed? Somehow, this isn't surprising, but it still disturbs me....
It makes me glad that I didn't end up going. Who knows what could've happen to her....
Amazing how I predicted this. Well, in a sense, anyway.
Or, rather, someone showed up.
Though, at the current moment, I'm not sure whether to be happy or upset about it. The happiness is what I'm feeling at the moment, but I'm sure the uneasiness is at the back of my mind. I can feel it there.
Things are changing, and I really have no idea what to do about them. Once all these groups are advicated together, maybe something major will take place. Maybe things will change.
I'm speaking nonsense. No one will understand it anyway.
I'm not on the edge like I probably should be, but nothing's really come my way so far. I should be happy, but I feel like I'm wasting away in here, and my skills are going to waste as well.
I don't believe it. I never will. Something about these words reminds me of what can be used to control the weak. And I will never be weak.
But still, I'm sure there are others here that are. In a place like this, it is easy for people to give up hope, and to stop trying. I'm indifferent to all of this; there's nothing that I need to protect, no one that I need to go home too. So what's the point?
.... If you ask me, this sounds like something that Orochimaru would do. Not that I know him personally, but from what I've heard....
I don't mind the rain, but this is getting ridiculous.
I never thought that I would actually miss anyone from Konoha.
I don't know when the last time I really left this apartment building was. I don't know when the last time I slept or ate was. Everything is just muddled. I'm going to try and sleep; and remember it. What I need to do is clear my head, and think things over again. Come up with a better and permanent solution.